T MINUS ZERO.

My manic feelings are best portrayed through the Of Montreal song, "The Party's Crashing Me":

you're such a mystery
i just wanna stand and stare
nibble on your ear
and smell the ocean in your hair
i know you damage me
you leave me tangled in a knot
but when you reappear
i see neptunian blues that eyes forgot
neptunian blues that eyes forgot

still i only feel alive when the VU is flashing
alarms going off in my head
i want to grab you and just kiss you
maybe i should sit down
no sense in catching us now
yeah i only feel alright when the VU is flashing
and bombs going off in my head
i want to grab you, want to scream at you
no icing you down
the party's crashing us now
the party's crashing us now